10:11:25 PM.
Motha fuckin Mondayz.
Eyes hurt. Dry. Arid desert air in a awkward scented dorm.
A bottle of honey lying on my desk. Fucking reading lamp glare in my face.
Frowning in the harsh light.
Super Smash Bros next door. Thump mother fucker thump. A glimpse of tennis shoes.
A gay walks in.
A red sweater.
So gay.
My roommate.
A filipino chick at his desk.
Chink chink chink, onomotapeia.
spelled wrong. don't give a fuck.
the sound of her keyboard.
Moved my laptop.
onto my lap.
from the tabletop.
WORDPLAY?
i try.
but fail.
Im struggling.
crying out.
depression.
just kidding
but am i?
I don't know anymore.
Searching.
Hawaiian dude saying funny shit.
The gay tells a story about his lesbian sister minister.
I catch myself.
Eavesdropper.
don't have a life.
never had a life.
Searching for the pot of gold.
at the end of the rainbow.
Eyes on the prize.
Clover Valley Chocolate Covered Raisins,
Shitty off-brand.
Awkwardly TORN OPEN.
across my desk, not even an arms length away
Guaranteed to spill all the fuck over if i reach and grab.
Move. the. fuck. on. kid. you. don't. need those. enchocolatized dry fruitas.
Spanish language. So exotic.
Not exactly.
Wishing upon a star. Cinderella. love that bitch.
Especially the black version aka Brandi.
Wow.
Racist.
Thought it was spelled Brandi with an I not Brandy with Y cause she black.
But it's Brandy, to clarify.
i have a fairy fucking godmother.
and yes, just like Brandy, her name is
Humming awkwardly.
the beauty of black cinderella.
Sitting in "My Own Little Corner"....dreaming of the "Impossible" on... such "A Lovely Night"!
Privileged and Enchanted.
WOOOAHHHHH
AfRiCaN InTeRRuPtI0N!!!
So naive.
So young.
Rude.
Sweet, Slutty, 17.
Elephant on her neck.
Wishing I was that young again.
Ho.
fucking.
Hum.
Dolphin on my Physics textbook.
WOndering how that relates to physics.
I. AM. NOT. A. DOLPHIN.
I do not have crazy sex.
The gays are talking my room.
They hate boyz.
:(
They sad.
They bitchin bout man slut Kyle.
Ain't know wassup.
Roommate don't necessarily hate man slut. He a down ass bitch.
"I am a nice manslut."
Frosted flakes.
Honey girls.
Honey on my desk.
FULL CIRCLE
10:16:14 PM
on a monday
the first day of march.
a bright future ahead.
diamonds in my eyes.
its almost april.
FOUR CHINESE TEXTS.
hm.
RAB in a FAW.
saw that today.
Real ass bitch.
in a
Fake ass world.
Confession of a day.
Of a lifetime.
I am, and have been.
LETS GET DANGEROUS.
holy fuck just had a flashback.
johnny quest.
ducktales.
talespin.
he-man.
SPEED RACER.
Captain Planet.
Swat Kats.
gah.
OUT.
Captain Planet. yesss.
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